Jesus made love to the world through the Crucifixion. I am on a mission to do the most intimate thing that I can, and that is to breathe into Christ's ear He is a competent lover by saving the marriage between Christ and the Church through an answer to the Problem of Suffering and Evil, which is my spirit. I am on a quest to face all my fears, which has gone on for over seven years, because God commanded me to do so. I have been communing spiritually (as in, we have been talking to each other) with God for the duration of my fearfacing mission.