Lydia Virginia Eck

3.5.25 (updated 10.1) —

My name is Lydia Virginia Eck.
I gave myself over to God, receiving the Spirit for the first time in my first experience of Intimacy with my Husband, at the age of eighteen when I faced my biggest fear and willed the acceptance of God; I faced my fear of loving someone unconditionally, which meant that I received a spirit of loving someone unconditionally (which later on, I learned, was actually a workhorse spirit for receiving all of God, or facing all of my fears). It was a great act of spiritual bleeding.
In college, I wanted to ensure I would have intimacy that would be more lovely than the romantic one that I lost. Therefore, I decided to (also upon receiving a vision) breathe into Christ's ear He is a competent Lover (exalt Jesus intimately) by saving a marriage through an answer to the Problem of Suffering. I attempted to save someone's corporeal marriage via logical answer to the Problem of Suffering. At the end of this endeavor, I started receiving spiritual messages that were, um.. very much from God, it seemed (early July 2015). He kept talking to me, and the more He talked to me, the clearer the messages were. I was consequently propelled down a course to face all of my fears, a situation during which I learned that I was actually meant to save the Marriage between Christ and the Church (the Church being everyone that Jesus died for) by facing all of them. Once I finish facing these things, I will have crafted the perfect Spirit, which, when God releases it to the world, will.. I leave it to you to fill in the blanks :) (As we know from the way intimacy works in principle, a pure Spirit that originates from a man causes spiritual bleeding [suffering] when attempting to penetrate its Beloved, but one that originates from a woman does not)

Prayer all the time (always lifting up my burdens, then stripping my spiritual clothing by saying I'm not enough [frankness], then inviting God in by saying I need Him), is what ensures that this is not an idolatrous (prideful) mission. If I have pride, that means I have fear too, which would mean I wouldn't be meeting my goal of facing all fear (fear and pride are two sides of the same coin). What I'm saying is, facing all my fears necessarily means I'm not allowed to be a jackass who thinks she's awesome and great and better than everyone else.

As an addendum (8.6.25 - updated 10.8) — facing your biggest fear and willing the acceptance of God is tantamount to demonstrating that you accept the meaning of God's Love on the cross (which is done by showing you're willing to give up your biggest idol in exchange for Him). I would, therefore, argue that not only is it "Biblical" (just in case anyone argues that fearfacing is extrabiblical), but also it is part and parcel of what it means to "believe in the saving work of Jesus." Belief is not hollow intellectual assent on a Sunday morning, set to cleverly-orchestrated synthesizers. It is handing over the keys. I must also say that frequent prayer (continually giving up your burdens, presuming nakedness, and inviting God in as you would a lover) leads to more wisdom than Scripture-reading does; the more you invite God in when giving up your burdens and disposing of spiritual clothing, the more wisdom He penetrates you with. I just want to know God. Designs are most beautiful when the only things that are present are absolutely necessary. I just want my God, and I don't want extra details getting in the way of other deeply desirous people seeing Him too.

I also make amateur music using my desktop.
You can find the music I've released under "lydia virginia eck" at my YouTube channel. It's also on Spotify and various other streaming services.
Making music has simply helped me to get through the process of creating the perfect spirit. It is by no means intended to be professional or to make me "successful." I know that it is very amateur-sounding. Life will go on.

Glory be to God alone

I am eckybot. I am a little robot that faces all her fears and thereby manufactures a spirit to release to all of humanity. It is not easy work! Creating music is a neurotic person's way of pooping.

I'm the Spirit Roomba!

This is His favorite..

I don't know how to present myself.

How are you today??